Goodbye 2014

Today is a surreal kind of day.  Four years ago Andy and I found out we were pregnant for the first time on New Years Eve.  I can't believe four years has passed already.  Last year I had my D&C on New Years Eve, a day after finding out Gavin's heart had stopped beating.  I can't believe it's been a whole year.  Time passes so weirdly when you are dealing with infertility and losses.  It has both flown by and passed at a snails pace.  2014 was a good year.  I struggled with my grief but I cannot say it was a bad year.  But I am eager to see what 2015 will bring us.  I'm pretty sure we will be doing an injectable cycle with IUI in February, so I'm praying 2015 will bring us our third rainbow.